Thursday, 31 May 2012

balas dendam

seminggu lepas ade banyak annoying things happen in my life.
even dah cube redha but still rase macam tak puas hati.
well that's human being,
they'll never know how to satisfy their desire until when.
nafsu. kan?

and for that, 
saya dah lepaskan segala dendam kesumat yang tersimpan,
with 3 best movies! HAHA

tade la best sangat but still the best..I mean Awesome!
err.. for me lahh..



 nah hamek kau. 3bijik.
aku tade mood sangat pun nak type skang ni actually..

maybe sebab berat hati nak berpisah ngan family
jauh kot diorang datang hantar aku balik perak.
haihh. sob3 T___T

Tuesday, 29 May 2012

White lie?

Have you ever did this? I mean tipu sunat. I bet everybody have done this before even it just a lie. Yela, tipula kalau cakap tak penah kan. Grr Okay, I have a story behind this topic. Just yesterday, I hang out with Mr A. Then masuk Guardian kejap cari personal stuff aku and sampai kat kaunter nak bayar tu... "awak, nak tanye sikit boleh?" in sudden I got blurred face. "awak gf Azizi ke?" still muke blurr. "Saya kawan Azizi, kitorang satu sekolah dulu." still taleh na hide muke blur. "awak tolong kirimsalam die ok? Cakap Hidayati kirimsalam." and she just smiled. And after a lil' while, aku cakap, "err.. Saya ni.. Kawan die, hehe" Gosh! I can't remember why I told her like that with no reason. I mean just now aku baru je tipu die? Even kalau korang bleh tengok muke aku dah macam tertulis trang tang tang 'ya, Saya memang awek Azizi pun' I don't know what kind of lie is that. But I can say honestly I never meant to lie. It's just I'm not ready yet to say 'hey world! This is my special greatest boyfriend!' is it cool? So for me, let people know it by themselves and decide. I don't blame people who love to 'Jaga tepi kain orang' cause that's real life. I mean people just can't stop gossiping! Forgive me dear for lying but I think it's not a big deal for you right? -stupid entry-

Thursday, 24 May 2012

blessed Friday

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

hepi hepi hepi!
wa arini wa sengkek
duit manyak abis ma
abis sama bbq satu malam
putih mata wa
tapi wa syukur dpt mkn even seketul ayam
itu pasal wa suda kebas manyak hotdog sama itu pishball. pishball laa.. 
apa? wa salah pronunce? betul pisheball. PISHEBALL

dah mengarut.
laoshi, duibuqi.
wo hai meiyou huixiang because of you.
shooting mandarin.
menembak untuk laoshi gak.
wo ai ni laoshi!


adoi. merepek lagi.
wa sayang sama lu!
lu tunggu wa datang tau.
wa datang nak bagi surprise.
pehhh

dah dah..
nak merepek lagi?
again
wa sayang sama luuuuuuuuuu!
WO AI NIIIII


*ini demam mandarin tahap dewa ke11*

wish us luck! :D


misshoneybee ;)

Saturday, 19 May 2012

kes bulimiaa

aku tak tau la 'budak-budak' ni dah terkene nyakit hape
badan punye la kerempeng 
boleh pulak pikir nak diet bagai
ni tak tau la jenis mentaliti hape
kite punye la usaha macam-macam nak bagi tubuh berisi
boleh pulak hamba Allah ni terpikir nak kurus.

'awak sedar tak yang awak lagi slim dari saya?'

ni la namenye kes bulimia.
bulimia tak bertauliah.


eh jap jap
lagi satu nak cakap.
setahu aku budak sekolah tak dibenarkan bawak henfon.
tak kisah la jenama apa sekali pun.
tapi dalam facebook belambak pic dalam kelas.
ni ape ni?
kes jenis ape ni?
ape kes?

mohon cikgu disiplin soal siasat diorang dalam facebook.
jenis mangkuk plus nyampah memang banyak tayang muke.
sekolah tu tempat belajar, 
tak tahu pulak korang da wat studio shooting ye?

ni semua generasi NL. NajwaLatip.
dah name mukebuku.
bertempek-tempek pulak muke-muke kat situ.
stress bangang.

lepas ni tade siape bole bangkang kalau ade demo bersih 4.0
sebab virus NL merebak lebih pade H1N1.

bersih NL! bersih!
=.='


Wednesday, 16 May 2012

not just todayy

let say,
Alhamdulillah, our praises to Allah.
for every second He let me breathe freely.
and that I strive hard for the 'Gift'.




Happy Teacher's Day umi.
and also to my future mother-in-law *wink-wink*






but not just for today sayangg ;)

Monday, 14 May 2012

senyum senyumlah!

senyumlah
walau tengah sedih
senyum
andai dimarahi
senyum
even things gone bad
senyum
pada yang tak sempurna
senyum 
jika rasa diri bersalah
senyum
andai tak mampu nak lawan balik
senyum
sebab ianya satu sedekah
senyum
tidak memerlukan berjuta-juta otot untuk digerakkan
senyum
dapat memberi kecantikan yang asli

kerana senyum itu
adalah aset yang paling indah pernah dimiliki.






but why don't you smile back at me?
sob3 T___T

Saturday, 12 May 2012

the blue ocean

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and Alhamdulillah.
nampaknya saya masih lagi bernyawa pagi ni.
senyum :)

syukur sebab terselamat dari gelombang biru 3hari lepas.
fuhh!

"Kita semua kena bersyukur! Berterima kasih! Orang tak reti bersyukur, tak tahu nak ucap terima kasih tu adelah orang yang rugi."
belum ape-ape dah rase panas.

macam ni ke program anak angkat?
lupe lak, PRU13 dah makin dekat.

3 buah ceramah politik.
memang cukup cair tahik telinga aku dengar.
sampai senak otak aku dengar satu hari straight.

"Jangan merusuh"
dalam erti kata lain
"Jangan join Bersih"

"Jangan biarkan Mahasiswa diheret sama"
meaning
"Mahasiswa jangan masuk campurlah! PTPTN dah bagi tak cukup lagi?"

"Jangan gula-gulakan remaja sekarang"
habis sekarang bukan tengah bagi 'gula-gula' baik punye ke?

dah la jemput budak-budak UiTM je.
kalau ajak student U lain confirm habis rancangan ocean blue ni kan.
diorang bukan takat dengar tapi siap boleh debat!

yang join sekali ngan UiTM nih Kolej Komuniti and Cosmopoint.
ape jadah?
aku dah macam join program budak sekolah menengah yang perlukan bimbingan kaunseling dan kepimpinan.

mule-mule sampai rase macam nak menangis siap boleh pikir nak lari balik je.
but at last aku buang semua perasaan negatif lam diri aku and try to be positive.
okay, diorang semua ni not bad jugak just perlukan lagi banyak pendedahan pasal dunia luar.
aku tak salahkan peserta program ni tapi cara penganjur tu kurang berkesan.
aku sempat kenal mak ayah angkat sekejap je. sedih gile kot T____T

nasib baik ade cenderamata buat kenangan terindah kat Felda Tapah tu.
thanks pacik macik. ade mase kitorang datang jalan-jalan sendiri pulak ye.
confirm tade unsur-unsur 'gula-gula', just have fun!

owh HOT SPRING! Im coming!


"1 Malaysia!"
balik umah terus nightmare.





Saturday, 5 May 2012

when things become appropriate

Assalamualaikum to all readers. 
and Morning hot sunday! 
I am mingling with another sick day before sick test comes tomorrow.
how nice..

once again I waste my time right now.
takpe lah sebab semalam dah study straight 3jam.
straight 3jam?
I never do that before, seriously =.='

kau boleh? kalau boleh bagus.
sebab ini first time untuk aku 
*sigh =.='

yela, aku bukanlah student smart sangat nak study smart gile-gile cam orang lain.
Im just an ordinary person with normal life.
study bile datang test, then rilek lepas abis jawab test macam kau dah graduate 10tahun.

honestly, that was my another achievement, HAHA
funny but not funny.

human resource doesn't mean a simple subject which you simply learn in your class.
you need to know everything 
everything what people do, think, and the consensus of their behavior.
lebih kurang macam saiko gak la subjek.
kena saiko orang buat kerja betul-betul ikut order. kau rase boleh?

when you mention about worker, they didn't average under 18 because children are not allowed to work before they reach that age.
so we're talking adults, yes adults!
orang tua macam kite-kite ni lah, bukan nye budak sekolah.
so to be a good leader, think like a leader.
behave on how to influence others to trust you.

aku bab-bab saiko orang lemah sikit. aku cakap pun banyak merapu.
masuk angin pun iye la jugak. adui =.='
saya tak expect saya akan kerja sebagai manager bile dah graduate because my interest is more to teach kids.
simple words, teacher.
usually kanak-kanak senang dipujuk berbanding orang dewasa.
takkan la bile orang tua merajuk nak pujuk die pakai aiskrim kan?
so for me, saya lagi senang berurusan ngan budak-budak dari layan orang tua nih. kebanyakan nye suka cakap besar or lebih kurang ego. haihh.


haha, aku berangan nak jadi cikgu tapi maktab tak mau masuk.
padan muke kau Alia T___T


mr. human resource, please be nice with me tomorrow. ;(


p/s when things become appropriate, surely things will become smoothly as what you want dear. :)