Tuesday, 26 June 2012

egoism and pathetic

both of them are suit together when the situations are in negative ions
never mind..

I have been used in this situation.
dah banyak kali dah.
takleh nak lari takdir hidup.
tak salahkan sape-sape pun.

Umi saya yang lahirkan saya kat atas dunia ni, takkan nak salahkan dia?
dah UiTM ni nak amek aku masuk study sini, takkan nak salahkan diorang?
lecturer maki-maki sebab takleh jawab soalan dalam kelas, nak salahkan dia pulak?

tak tak tak
tak salah sape-sape
bukan salah sape-sape
tapi ni namanye takdir

Allah had set up everything for reasons.
see?
Allah yang buat, Allah yang jadikan.
kun fayakun.
dah jadi jadilah.
tayah nak ratap lame-lame.
pikir lame-lame, buat ape?

pikir pasal masa skang ni jela.
masa lepas tu tak leh nak panggil balik dah.
syukur.
syukurlah sebab Tuhan still bagi nyawa hidup sampai hari ni.
kalu tetibe Allah tarik nyawa kita tanpa sempat nak taubat,
kau nak buat ape?
mase tu la baru leh meratap puas-puas sampai pengsan.
tu baru betul erti penyesalan.

tapi kalu masih bernyawa hari ni,
means God still wanna give you chances to fix back what you've done before.
so how come I'm gonna think macam sesal tak sudah-sudah?
memang taklah, tade mase aku nak buang mase.
selagi ade peluang,
aku still nak teruskan jugak.
no more looking back.



so are you listenin' to me? *raising eyebrow*


Friday, 22 June 2012

Everybody talks

about that rumors
rumors that sometimes doesn't make any sense at all

people just love talking-gossiping-making stories-fictionin'-creating bad rumors-spreading it over-giggling to other people-whispering by mouth to ear-ear to mouth-never stop 'jaga-bukak-selak tepi kain orang'...


owh people! people! people!
what are you doin' actually?
is it on purpose or because you just have to?

so when will you start talking bout nice things around them?


"jangan terlalu fikirkan keburukan orang lain sampai tak nampak keburukan diri sendiri."


think think think again people, think wisely.


and this is a reminder for me. indeed.

Thursday, 21 June 2012

oh my Presentation!

"Jangan katakan kegagalan itu kesilapan.Katakan kegagalan itu adalah pengajaran.Anda tidak akan mengetahui tentang diri sendiri menerusi kejayaan.Anda mengetahuinya menerusi kegagalan dan kesilapan.Janganlah takut untuk mengakui kesilapan.Ia samalah seperti mengatakan bahawa anda lebih bijak pada hari ini berbanding dengan semalam.Kegagalan bukan bermakna anda seorang yang bodoh mencuba.Ia bermakna anda mempunyai keberanian untuk melihat apa yang tidak boleh dilakukan. Marilah kita bersama ikhlaskan hati untuk menjadi orang yang berjaya dan bahagia dunia dan akhirat insyALLAH."



Alhamdulillah, 

tenang je rasa hati lepas baca kata-kata Prof Dr Muhaya.
kegagalan saya hari ini it's not the end of my journey.

next time I will do a lot more better.
walaupun dah banyak kali present but still 'pancit'
and once again aku 'pancit' pagi tadi masa present.

but it's okay,
cakap lah ape orang nak cakap
kutuk lah selagi boleh kutuk.

you're not the ONE can break me down.

cause,
I know myself better than YOU
capital B.

Wednesday, 20 June 2012

Mr. Final ;)

say Hi to Mr Final!
he's around the corner.
and I need to be 100% ready to date with him.



tapi pakwe lame, En Malas,
tolong jangan datang dekat boleh?
you are so annoying
you just love to hug me like a pillow sheet.
oh my, I need to keep away from him as much as I can. +_+



"biar mimpi-mimpi kita
cecah sampai ke bintang

tiada gunung yang terlalu tinggi
tiada laut yang terlalu luas
untuk mereka memisahkan kita
dari mimpi-mimpi kita ini
jangan resah
ini takdir
Tuhan mendengarnya
 untuk membawa,
ke mimpi-mimpi kita"


-Asmidar-

I love this kind of song,
it gives a lot much inspired to me.
:)

sorry cause I lost some of the lyrics.
tak ingat sangat sebab first time dengar. =.='



Saturday, 9 June 2012

heartless

I become so heartless right now.
sorry but no offence.
well I might say agree to my lecturer.

be like a Man!

and she's right.
think rationally not emotionally.

dan untuk kali ke berapa ratus kali I really would like to mention here,

DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER

DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER

DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER

DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER

DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER


nah 5kali saya ulang,
nak lagi ke sayang?


Thursday, 7 June 2012

Maha Hebat

I know that I am having a test.
bukan sembarangan test.
tapi ujian yang Maha Hebat dari Allah s.w.t.


sabar Alia sabar...





aku sebenarnya lame dah jadi die hard fan page KPK kat dalam fb
tapi baru hari ini tahu KPK ni ade belog jugak.
wakaka ~







meowwww...!

eh muke sedih la. silap.


meoww.. sob3 T___T
nak alik umah..
grrrr :'(


(masalah confuse personaliti)

Wednesday, 6 June 2012

under pressure

does anybody here can work under high pressure?
its okay, jawab dalam hati takpe.


frankly speaking, I'm the One of people yg betul2 x boleh buat kerja under high pressure.
sorry to say but thats me.

ya saya tahu saya salah.
saya sedar saya banyak sakitkan hati orang,
saya sedar siapalah saya nak tentukan siapa itu, siapa ini.
Ya, saya bukanlah yang terbaik!

tapi bukan bermakna saya ini mudah melontarkan bahasa kesat.
saya pun ade pendirian.
as I told before, yes I am a hot-tempered person.
so nak judge aku camne lagi? tak puas lagi?
iye, saya ngaku mulut saya agak jahat tapi jahat bersebab.
bukan membuta tuli.

ya, saya juga ade perasaan iri hati, cemburu, and 
merajuk.
and thats natural for every woman I think.
walaupun hati saya agak sekeras batu karang tapi perasaan saya masih lagi perempuan.
perempuan yang lemah.
got it?

but please,
jangan samakan perasaan wanita dengan seorang budak perempuan kecil.
rajuk wanita bukan sembarangan.
saya guna word "Wanita" sebab I'm average on 20s so,
still nak perangai budak kecik lagi ke?

If there's something wrong with me, 
if you see me not in a good mood,
don't think I am kinda childish.
that's not an appropriate word for me.

kalau tak kenal, jangan judge terlalu jauh.
kalau kenal, cubelah lebih considerate.

is it necessary for me to explain one by one?
perlu? sebab umur macam saya ni tak boleh ngajuk-ngajuk dah?
tak boleh ade perasaan?

tell me something, 
even your own mother boleh merajuk sebab anak-anak,
apetah lagi kite?

kite ni nak consider macam mane plak, gedik? macam tu?
entah laa...

saya dah penat pikir, 
penat melayan,
ape yang termampu berserah..
tu je..

why should I tell everything in FB if I knew my god, Allah is always helping me up there.
and nobody knows kebesaran rahmat yang diberi jika bersabar.

so what I just need to do is
sabar..
sebab sabar itu indah.

maafkan saya jika tak mampu nak puaskan hati semua orang.
I'm not so perfect, but I always try my best :'(

Friday, 1 June 2012

status FB

I wanna write something on fb
something that could have deep meaning to be read
but I'm afraid somebody would be hurt by my words.

so maybe I just should delete it.

should I?