special One :)

as you wish my dear.. count down on our precious moment. the moment we're stuck in together in a sudden till today. thanks for everything you've done for us, I really truly appreciate it my dear sweety.. :')

what chu want?

I always keep wondering in my mind,

"Apa yang awak nak dari saya sebenarnye?"

and nver realize,

"Kita tak mampu nak puaskan hati semua orang"

okeh before that,

Salam Ramadhan Kareem to all anonymous readers. :)

to all who read this, I really appreciate you guys.

saya bukanlah seorang penulis yang baik.

yes, I admit it.

and thats why sometimes I always keep refreshing my blog so that people out there could digest slowly what actually my writing is saying about.

one of my friends response that,

"Kalu aku bosan aku bce blog mu, tp dop pham mu tulis npe. haha"

okay, nice feedback.

I dont blame her much cause memang sometimes my writing is not so much generally to be read.

sebelum ni aku ade mention kat blog aku yang readers under 18 were warned to read my belog cause aku takut nanti diorang salah paham and bulat-bulat paham ape yang aku tulis.

seboleh-bolehnya orang yang cukup matang untuk berfikir boleh digest ape maksud sebenar penulisan aku.

I dont beg for your understanding, seriously.

ape yang aku tulis ialah ape yang aku rase aku dengar aku tengok.

kalau nak cakap aku salah, go on, its okay.

aku boleh terima mane-mane kritikan but make sure its constructive.

kalau destructive camne aku nak improve skill aku plak kan?

aku speaking pun dah terabur =.='

orait, enough for that.

and so, I keep trying so much to make a good writing.

even I know it still worse. urghh =.='

but its okay,

its not I'm gonna give up just like that

of course saya akan cuba tulis dengan lebih baik.

and I'll always try my best not to copying others and simply put in this site and claimed,

'THIS IS OWNED'

hey that's not cool people,

why do we need to be others just to steal their attention?

berhenti berlagak and just be yourself.

saya tahu dan semua orang tahu Tuhan dah ciptakan setiap orang dengan kelebihan dengan keburukan masing-masing and depends on ourselves nak handle macam mane ability masing-masing.

tak perlu nak lebih-lebih tunjuk kebaikan atau keburukan masing-masing.

make it simple, jadi orang sederhana and thats the best!

me also not so good enough in convincing others bout husnulkhatimah,

but at least cukup dengan sedar diri masing-masing.

kurangkan kesedaran keegoan, tingkatkan kesedaran ketuhanan. 

hey, this is what've been said by Prof Dr Muhaya.

she's being my adorable role model person in my life after my mom on these days. 

thanks to her ;)

Secretive vs Motivator

I thought I'm not a Secretive but looks like people around had pushed me more than that

and

I also thought I was a Motivator. but it seems like more than just a Disaster.

what a shit live I lived.



bahasa diri

"yaya! yaya! yaya balik x?"

"yaya memang salu camtu eh?"

"yaya jangan lupe bayar duit minyak k.."

"alia kalau nak gitau pape msg la k.."

OK hehe..

ape yg nak di highlight kat sini actually?

yaya atau alia

memang dua-dua nama aku tak penah guna pakai bile cakap ngan orang

and normally just bile ngan famili and sedara mare je aku pakai nama ni

seriously aku awkward sebenarnya.. -.-'

maybe sebab tak penah diajar cakap camni kot.

ntah la, tapi memang aku tak biase

kalau dengan geng rapat pun aku bahasakan diri aku "aku" instead of yaya ke alia ke mariam ke..

mariam?

hahahahahahah

langsung tak penah gune =.='

even dalam social networking pun tak penah

I dont know but maybe I just dont really get used to it

but thats me,

dengan pakwe sendiri pun pakai "saya" "awak"

but its okay,
doesnt mean when I didn't use this name I'm not a friendly person
saya seorang peramah just when you try to approach me
saya boleh baik dengan siape-siape and it depends on how you treat me.
if you see me I'm a good friend to you, yes I am.
if don't, still doesn't a matter for me.
sebab saya still akan kekal ngan diri saya camni.

rasenye masing-masing dah tau kot adat berkawan camne.
need to explain?
naa.. prinsip saya,
once a friend, forever a friend.
sikit pun tak terniat nak buat musuh tapi kalau ade mintak ampun
lagipun saya manusia biasa jugak, ade sikap tak puas hati.
but sometimes I can handle it, not a big deal nyway.

saje je nak share a lil' bit tentang diri sendiri, nothing much

as I said, this is the only way I could waste my leisure time.

havva good time friends :)

Aku Tak Bodoh

such an interesting movie :')

unbelievable

boleh meleleh air mata aku jatuh time tengok movie ni

maybe this kind of story ade kene mengena sikit ngan diri aku.

erk, bodoh sangat ke saya ni? T___T

seriously it's a great movie for you to see the view of family

kinda sesuai jugak untuk orang-orang yang nak some tip parenting also *wink2

ingat, jangan pukul sangat anak-anak.

kalau buat salah besar sekali pun tetap puji banyak-banyak

wahaha *sinis bunyinye*

but it's true.

setiap kata-kata yang dilemparkan adalah satu doa.

so kalau kita cakap,

'pandainye!'

'rajinnye!'

even it just a small matter dari kaca mata orang dewasa,

actually adalah satu doa mane tau anak-anak tu betul-betul leh jadi pandai and rajin.

so saya syorkan try la tengok sekali this movie.

aku tak bajet pun korang akan nangis kaw kaw cam aku ni ha

(tengok drama cintan pun tak bengkak mata camni. jiwa sentimental tul =.=')

just take this as a moral lah because this is a true malaysian story.

at least try to open your mind that not everybody's right or wrong.

macam yang kita selalu dengar,

nobody's perfect in this world

haihh, aku bebel panjang-panjang pun tak guna.

enjoy it yourself! :)

SMS #1

"owh citer dejavu kinabalu ehh..hehe, nnti sy men gitar cam aqasha men tue k utk syg"

what? serioushit die nak main utk aku?

kih3

ape salahnye kan sayang

saya tunggu ok!

;)