having twice birthday celebration

that day, about a week ago I guess (hari ape pun dh lupe -.-), my lovely housemates buat surprise cake for me and my friend, atikah. actually sikit pun x terpikir yg still ade org nk bagi surprise cake kat kite sebab it has been so long I've never had a surprise cake from my friends since after school dulu.

since my birthday on August, so tak penah expect ade orang akan buat surprise as my birthday always kene time bulan puasa tak pun raye. waktu sekolah my birthday always jatuh time hari exam, mane tak berharap. so perasaan tu mcm dh terbiasa.

but then, this year for the first time sambut birthday twice in a year sebab selalunye dapat sambut ngn family je. well I'm really glad with this surprise anyway. even it is just a simple surprise tapi I really do appreciate it. thanks a lot guys! how i love u so much!

it is not about how many friends you have

it is about how you value the friendship you ever have

:')

an infinite happiness..

each time I look at those pictures of married couple (they always show off their happiness after getting married), I always dreaming-hoping-praying that some day I will find my own infinite happiness too!

setiap kali perasaan nak berumah tangga tu datang (and it always appear because of looking at those wedding pictures), mesti ade angan-angan pikir nk tema wedding camne, dress camne, oh myy... memikirkan semua tu mesti rasa masa ni begitu lambat berlalu..

but the fact is, I knew that Allah sebenarnya sedang memberi masa untuk saya dan juga si dia bersiap-siap untuk melangkah setapak yang lebih jauh..

He, who was struggling and aiming to get higher achievement awards in electrical engineering, saya selalu doa kan semoga dia berjaya harungi sampai akhir sem..

And me, am struggling for another not just one, but two scrolls in next year.

Semoga semoga semoga Allah izinkan kejayaan kami berdua bukan untuk bermegah tapi sekadar untuk membuktikan yang kami pun boleh berjaya macam orang lain and what is left is just "the magical effort" and dont forget to "magical prayers" only from the Almighty God, Allah.

And I am also non-stop planning for our future indeed, getting a degree of infinite happinesss with my loved future husbannddd!

So, my wishlist;

1. having a memorable wedding pictures with my future husband and future family.
2. travelling. because I love travelling so much!
3. twin kids. boy and girl. or a boy and a girl as long as we have a pair kids in the future.
4. a cute simple little house for us. I kinda not interested in living in a huge house sebab rasa macam membazir. cukup lah sekadar a simple nice medium-sized of our living in future, lagipun dah tua-tua esok tak larat aii nak kemas rumah besaq-besaq.. heee...
5. making good business plan. already in my head before continuing my studying.
6. doing charity. well I love helping other people in need ;)
7. and of course. sampai ke cucu cicit saya mau hidup bersama my hubby, if not, I always pray that we could live together in jannah jua. isn't it sweet :')


but whatever it is, kita hanya mampu merancang, Allah jualah yang menentukan segalanya..

i know when its not okay .

that conversation again.
rase mcm dh lbih 10 kali dh dpt situasi mmber mcm ni.
adakah semuanya slh sy atau mereka ?
Atau tuhan sengaja menguji dgn manusia2 sebegini?

Ape ape pn semuanya hanya Allah je yg tau knape ..
semoga Allah ampunkan dosa sy dan juga mereka2.


a lil bit dissapointed ;(