mencari bahagia..

hai assalamualaikum

hari ini tiba-tiba ada semangat nak menulis. selalu memang susah sangat sebab takde mood/idea nak tulis. akhir sekali, blog ni pun terbiar macam tu je.. hurm.. padahal dah banyak kali dah ada permintaan suruh update blog (sape lagi kalau bukan si dia). so sorry my dear..

for your info, me and him are already engaged bout 3 months ago on 6th may. Alhamdulillah and yes now he already is my fiance. tarikh nikah akan diberitahu kemudian tapi inshaAllah by this year jugak kami akan disatukan aminn.

alright. today topic is mencari bahagia..
kenapa saya nak ulas topik ni ye. sebenarnya kebelakangan saya nampak semua orang sibuk nak mencari kebahagiaan masing-masing. tapi dalam masa yang sama tak nampak bahagia yang ade kat depan mata. why i said so?

those people yang dah berduit or bekerja or berkahwin or beranak-pinak tapi kenapa still nampak tak bahagia? why they always claim they still didn't feel happy with their life? Aren't they grateful with their life right now?

basically, thats the thing. sometimes kita tak belajar macam mane nak bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah dah bagi kat kita. thats why we always not happy or rasa tak pernah cukup dalam diri kita sedangkan ada orang lain yang lebih memerlukan dari kita. kadang-kadang rasa tak cukup tu datang sebab kita suka membanding-bandingkan diri kita dengan orang yang lebih hebat. hakikatnya rasa itu sebenarnya tak lebih dari nafsu semata.

becareful, kadang-kadang Allah marah dengan kita kalau tak pandai nak bersyukur. mungkin sebab tu kadang-kadang rasa tak bahagia sampai sekarang which is ape yang saya sedang rasakan sekarang ni pun sama..

so whenever I feel like that, saya cuba pikir benda-benda baik yang dah berlaku dalam hidup saya instead of thinking bout bad things that already happened. that way I feel relieved.

even though my life seems tengah tunggang langgang sekarang but fortunately saya ada fiance yang sangat memahami and supportive to what happens to me right now and I really thankful to him.

InshaAllah saya takkan sia-siakan hidup saya with him and hopefully we could be together until jannah.. amin..

miss u a lot dear

happy cooking!

when I was a kid,

seeing my mother in the kitchen,

I always used to ask my mother the questions like,

"umi, nape umi pakai cantik2 nak gi mane?"

"bakpe umi lawo sgt ni masuk dapur?"

and etc.

masa tu memang budak-budak sangat and jenis mulut x reti nak diam

well, all kids are like that I guess.

sekarang bila dh besar,

dah pandai masuk dapur

baru sedar kenapa umi dulu lepas beli barang tak sempat salin baju terus masuk dapur and start cooking!

looks like I inherit from her.

today I decided to cook something kinda my favorite.

tomyam.

tak kisah la tomyam ape I memang kadang2 gila tomyam

so when I just got home from market beli barang semua,

terus straight masuk dapur and masak

you know that feeling when you just so excited to do something that you like to,

dia punya excited sampai tak sempat nak salin baju then terus masuk dapur masak! hahaha

and taddaa!

siap sudah tomyam ayam!

easy as ABC hehe

and by the way..

suddenly I miss my baby boy..

aqil sygg.. membesar dgn bijak ye syg

be a good boy to yr parents :)

see ya!