TRUE bestfriend (:

who was your bestfriend when your childhood?

truly my answer was my mother and she'll never can be replaced.

:)

everything's new?

yeah new for me certainly.

so having each new semester, I always got nervous.

seeing all my new subjects, they always make me feeeeel like,

'hey kenape la aku tak apply diploma dulu kan?'

but then, I remembered one thing,

'semua ini kerja Tuhan'

ya Alia, kerja Allah!

plan lah macam mane sekalipun, Allah jugak yang Maha Mengetahui segalanya.

I dont expect too much in my life.

honestly, mase kecik-kecik berhingus dulu, mak ayah je yang tentukan hala tuju hidup.

sampai umur 18 pun tak sedar diri harapkan diorang tolong reg form untuk apply U.

so, I beg to myself,

'Alia, tolong sedar diri bole?'

 my age will turn into 21 in couple months more.

by adding 1 behind 20, like seriously?

-__-'

time is getting so fast!

pejam mate hari ini, esok dah datang.

Im gonna be more more and more serious right now.

yes! for own future right.

no more silly lily thing.

no more crying for stupid things.

no more hoping.

only expecting.

expect to extend what you could do right now.

so change yourself!

bunyi macam senang kan? -___-

motivate diri lepas subuh.

thats one of my good job.

write what inside your heart, sincerely.

burung hantu

it's 10.54 pm. yup! still early. and I cant sleep here even lampu bilik dah padam.

suddenly dapat idea berkepul-kepul time baring atas katil.

dah baring, pejam mata tapi rasa mengantuk tu payah gile nak datang.

agaknye tulah consequences mase duduk U kot.

jadi burung hantu tiap-tiap malam.

you know burung hantu?

yaa I know owl.

but what I mean from burung hantu is kurang nye waktu tidur secukupnya.

(this phrase is just for students only. student I mean yang dah habis sekolah okay)

wow! macam ayat fakta plak.

but that's what we call the fact. dah jadi habit student pun.

I bet semua student memang akan jadi camtu.

not memang akan but memang!

you know what I mean right?

tak penah lagi ade student yang cukup gile tidur even assignment belambak-lambak!

ade ke? kalau ade show me lahh

cause aku sendiri selama hidup sampai degree asyik tahan mate je dalam kelas because of 'burung hantu'.

and this habit mostly happen for engineering students.

business students? emm heaven sikit la kot. kui3 :P

so what Im gonna say is,

rindu zaman sekolah dulu ;(

it's totally different.

"Awak time sekolah ni jelah bole hepi-hepi. Nanti dah masuk U awak dah takde mase-mase macam ni dah sampai kawan sendiri pun jarang nak kontek lama-lama."

memang betul la ape yang cikgu aku cakap dulu. tak dinafikan sama sekali.

What I see in me right now is totally different with the old me.

Everything is a matter for me.

even kalau nak pegi makan kat kedai, harga air naik seposen pun nak berkire.

kalau sekolah dulu, ade aku ambik kisah?

so main point yang aku nak cakap actually,

love today, learn the past.

may you guys havva blessed days :)

bila angan-angan sampai ke langit ke-7

hey, hey!

wake up dude!

time is leaving you

so do my past moments.

the moment you try to bring me to the heaven.

nice trick ha?

sampai satu keje pun tak jadi nih.

asyik-asyik benda same je aku ngadap tiap-tiap hari.

okay, holidayy yangg sangat lameee..

i mean 'lame' *google word lame please*

nothing much fun for me.

when I see my bedroom.

I hope for a miracle.

mimpi angan-angan kalau ada tongkat ajaib senang keje aku kan?

just swing your magic wand then you get what you wish for.

A tidy beautiful shiny bedroom!

but that's just a hope.

budak-budak yang hingus meleleh boleh la pikir camtu.

then, after couple minutes,

I waste my time again, what was I tryin' to say about actually?

such stupid entry. No idea lahh!

dapat feel tulis belog ni pun mase kat dalam jamban.

serioushit malas gile aku nak hapdate belog.

any idea sweety? -__-' 

kaki LIKE

mohon pada kaki-kaki LIKE semua

kalau anda seorang kaki LIKE

sangat teruja if setiap like yang anda sumbangkan

dapat menjana kewangan saya yang tak seberapa nih.

setiap satu like, seposen masuk poket.

amacam?

gaya macam dapat kumpul seribu like satu hari

mimpilah kau Alia! GTH

random awesome :D

" It all began with a simple
Confession
You had an urge to kiss me and
I was on the verge to miss you
And then it happen, "

this is random because i don't expect him in my life,

and awesome because he could give me unexpected happiness.

thanks God for giving me some chance from my old mistakes,

i will and promise to take care of him as much as i could.

:)

p/s : Lagu Yuna ni pun sgt awesome bile dgr byk byk kali. I Love it ! ;)

rubbish

Alhamdulillah.

Thanks God, im still breathing this day.

woke up early.

Just to get some fresh air

but my head still full of rubbish 

entah tak tahu kenapa lame sangat aku simpan rubbish ni kan?

mungkin tanak aku lupa macam mane hidup aku dulu

*it's pathetic. I know.*

takpe la. tanak ambil pusing sangat actually.

just one thing I wish in my prayer,

"Oh God, even You test me with the harsh difficulty, I will seek for Your love immediately." 

I need that serenity.