Thursday, 7 June 2012

Maha Hebat

I know that I am having a test.
bukan sembarangan test.
tapi ujian yang Maha Hebat dari Allah s.w.t.


sabar Alia sabar...





aku sebenarnya lame dah jadi die hard fan page KPK kat dalam fb
tapi baru hari ini tahu KPK ni ade belog jugak.
wakaka ~







meowwww...!

eh muke sedih la. silap.


meoww.. sob3 T___T
nak alik umah..
grrrr :'(


(masalah confuse personaliti)

Wednesday, 6 June 2012

under pressure

does anybody here can work under high pressure?
its okay, jawab dalam hati takpe.


frankly speaking, I'm the One of people yg betul2 x boleh buat kerja under high pressure.
sorry to say but thats me.

ya saya tahu saya salah.
saya sedar saya banyak sakitkan hati orang,
saya sedar siapalah saya nak tentukan siapa itu, siapa ini.
Ya, saya bukanlah yang terbaik!

tapi bukan bermakna saya ini mudah melontarkan bahasa kesat.
saya pun ade pendirian.
as I told before, yes I am a hot-tempered person.
so nak judge aku camne lagi? tak puas lagi?
iye, saya ngaku mulut saya agak jahat tapi jahat bersebab.
bukan membuta tuli.

ya, saya juga ade perasaan iri hati, cemburu, and 
merajuk.
and thats natural for every woman I think.
walaupun hati saya agak sekeras batu karang tapi perasaan saya masih lagi perempuan.
perempuan yang lemah.
got it?

but please,
jangan samakan perasaan wanita dengan seorang budak perempuan kecil.
rajuk wanita bukan sembarangan.
saya guna word "Wanita" sebab I'm average on 20s so,
still nak perangai budak kecik lagi ke?

If there's something wrong with me, 
if you see me not in a good mood,
don't think I am kinda childish.
that's not an appropriate word for me.

kalau tak kenal, jangan judge terlalu jauh.
kalau kenal, cubelah lebih considerate.

is it necessary for me to explain one by one?
perlu? sebab umur macam saya ni tak boleh ngajuk-ngajuk dah?
tak boleh ade perasaan?

tell me something, 
even your own mother boleh merajuk sebab anak-anak,
apetah lagi kite?

kite ni nak consider macam mane plak, gedik? macam tu?
entah laa...

saya dah penat pikir, 
penat melayan,
ape yang termampu berserah..
tu je..

why should I tell everything in FB if I knew my god, Allah is always helping me up there.
and nobody knows kebesaran rahmat yang diberi jika bersabar.

so what I just need to do is
sabar..
sebab sabar itu indah.

maafkan saya jika tak mampu nak puaskan hati semua orang.
I'm not so perfect, but I always try my best :'(

Friday, 1 June 2012

status FB

I wanna write something on fb
something that could have deep meaning to be read
but I'm afraid somebody would be hurt by my words.

so maybe I just should delete it.

should I?

Thursday, 31 May 2012

balas dendam

seminggu lepas ade banyak annoying things happen in my life.
even dah cube redha but still rase macam tak puas hati.
well that's human being,
they'll never know how to satisfy their desire until when.
nafsu. kan?

and for that, 
saya dah lepaskan segala dendam kesumat yang tersimpan,
with 3 best movies! HAHA

tade la best sangat but still the best..I mean Awesome!
err.. for me lahh..



 nah hamek kau. 3bijik.
aku tade mood sangat pun nak type skang ni actually..

maybe sebab berat hati nak berpisah ngan family
jauh kot diorang datang hantar aku balik perak.
haihh. sob3 T___T

Tuesday, 29 May 2012

White lie?

Have you ever did this? I mean tipu sunat. I bet everybody have done this before even it just a lie. Yela, tipula kalau cakap tak penah kan. Grr Okay, I have a story behind this topic. Just yesterday, I hang out with Mr A. Then masuk Guardian kejap cari personal stuff aku and sampai kat kaunter nak bayar tu... "awak, nak tanye sikit boleh?" in sudden I got blurred face. "awak gf Azizi ke?" still muke blurr. "Saya kawan Azizi, kitorang satu sekolah dulu." still taleh na hide muke blur. "awak tolong kirimsalam die ok? Cakap Hidayati kirimsalam." and she just smiled. And after a lil' while, aku cakap, "err.. Saya ni.. Kawan die, hehe" Gosh! I can't remember why I told her like that with no reason. I mean just now aku baru je tipu die? Even kalau korang bleh tengok muke aku dah macam tertulis trang tang tang 'ya, Saya memang awek Azizi pun' I don't know what kind of lie is that. But I can say honestly I never meant to lie. It's just I'm not ready yet to say 'hey world! This is my special greatest boyfriend!' is it cool? So for me, let people know it by themselves and decide. I don't blame people who love to 'Jaga tepi kain orang' cause that's real life. I mean people just can't stop gossiping! Forgive me dear for lying but I think it's not a big deal for you right? -stupid entry-

Thursday, 24 May 2012

blessed Friday

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

hepi hepi hepi!
wa arini wa sengkek
duit manyak abis ma
abis sama bbq satu malam
putih mata wa
tapi wa syukur dpt mkn even seketul ayam
itu pasal wa suda kebas manyak hotdog sama itu pishball. pishball laa.. 
apa? wa salah pronunce? betul pisheball. PISHEBALL

dah mengarut.
laoshi, duibuqi.
wo hai meiyou huixiang because of you.
shooting mandarin.
menembak untuk laoshi gak.
wo ai ni laoshi!


adoi. merepek lagi.
wa sayang sama lu!
lu tunggu wa datang tau.
wa datang nak bagi surprise.
pehhh

dah dah..
nak merepek lagi?
again
wa sayang sama luuuuuuuuuu!
WO AI NIIIII


*ini demam mandarin tahap dewa ke11*

wish us luck! :D


misshoneybee ;)

Saturday, 19 May 2012

kes bulimiaa

aku tak tau la 'budak-budak' ni dah terkene nyakit hape
badan punye la kerempeng 
boleh pulak pikir nak diet bagai
ni tak tau la jenis mentaliti hape
kite punye la usaha macam-macam nak bagi tubuh berisi
boleh pulak hamba Allah ni terpikir nak kurus.

'awak sedar tak yang awak lagi slim dari saya?'

ni la namenye kes bulimia.
bulimia tak bertauliah.


eh jap jap
lagi satu nak cakap.
setahu aku budak sekolah tak dibenarkan bawak henfon.
tak kisah la jenama apa sekali pun.
tapi dalam facebook belambak pic dalam kelas.
ni ape ni?
kes jenis ape ni?
ape kes?

mohon cikgu disiplin soal siasat diorang dalam facebook.
jenis mangkuk plus nyampah memang banyak tayang muke.
sekolah tu tempat belajar, 
tak tahu pulak korang da wat studio shooting ye?

ni semua generasi NL. NajwaLatip.
dah name mukebuku.
bertempek-tempek pulak muke-muke kat situ.
stress bangang.

lepas ni tade siape bole bangkang kalau ade demo bersih 4.0
sebab virus NL merebak lebih pade H1N1.

bersih NL! bersih!
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