color your pictures

assalamualaikum w.b.t

alhamdulillah baru lepas 1 paper

theres another more 5

haihh hopefully boleh lepas dgn jayanya untuk next paper

and semalam my mom, umi

she told me yg my letter was safely arrived 

"comelnye anak umi tulis surat, dh lame dh umi tak terima surat2 ni"

yah I know

last time umi dapat surat waktu umi tunang ngan baba dulu kan?

hihi

comel jugak bace surat umi mase tu hehe ;)

just telling you how much I miss you umi :)

setem mahal takpe, asal umi hepi hepi je ehehe

*kempunan jugak nak pakai android contact umi tapi untuk function ape taktau lagi,umi tak reti anak die lagi la tak reti -.-' so buat mase ni I trpakse hold dulu kempunan tu. sampai mase insyaAllah akan kumiliki jua. hoyeehh!

oo ye, by the way

trend color block dah lame

tapi fyi

for those yg nak pakai trend ni

yes you can! but please understand first

color block akan happen bile anda gune color yg striking

so actually color yg striking tu lah menampakkan lagi keserlahan color block anda

tapi kalau color tak bape nak strike, siap ade corak corak lagi

*sigh*

memang agak tak kene ngan mate la cik adik oii

I didn't have any tips for u

but take a look at this pixa

bold and bright

right guys?

happy coloring!

and dont forget to color your life too

indah kan kalau dapat surat from someone you love :)

biar

too many things to say

but 90 percent of it stuck in my head

agak susah nk luah semua benda kan?

especially me

I have very hard ways to express my true feelings

bukan nk hiprokit but some of them may unnecessary

or maybe it seems like improper

and maybe sebab tu jugak lah i prefer to made this blog

as a medium to share anything I want

ehem.. ehem..

some of 'anything', tak semua benda pun I love to share

mcm I cakap tadi 

90% percent stuck

so I just let it be stuck

sebab hanya Allah je yg paham

biar Allah je yg dgr

biar Allah je yg judge kurang salah yg ade dlm diri ni

:'(

manusia itu have very limited things to understand

kefahaman manusia amatlah terbatas

jadi Allah gantikan ketawa sebagai menutup cerita sedih

Allah gantikan air mata sebagai menangisi kesalahan diri sndiri yg trlalu byk

kerana manusia itu lemah

manusia itu tak mampu

manusia itu sentiasa silap

no wonder lah kalau every steps we take

we have to ensure dgn blessings Allah

me too have so much things inevitable

benda paling senang yg boleh kita nampak ialah melalui percakapan

like what we always heard

"lidah itu ibarat pedang tajam"

dan boleh jadi lebih tajam dari pedang

so whatever yg keluar dari mulut

please being very careful

all the time kene beringat!

kita boleh kutuk orang lebih lebih just because we put ourselves as a victim

tapi ade tak kite letak diri kite sebagai hamba Allah mase kutuk orang itu?

setiap ciptaan tu datang dari Allah

kutuk orang same lah mcm kutuk ciptaan Allah

aah bersalahnye bile asyik terlepas cakap ;(

hopefully God always guide me to His path even Hamba Dia yang sorang asyik buat silap tak sudah sudah :'(

tapi paling penting sekali,

tolong jauh kan diri dari terlibat ngan fitnah manusia.

nauzubillah.

speechless

usaha tanpa redha itu sombong

redha tanpa usaha itu pemalas

so am I being selfish for the whole time?

forgive me for all my mistakes O Allah

:'(

3 beauty angels

"yaya, yaya! nak tido ngan yaya malam ni boleh?"

"yaya, acha pun nak tido ngan yaya. heheh"

"yaya, yaya. yaya ni comel kan. Iris suke yaya"

"yaya, acha nak kencing, teman la yaya"

"alaa.. sape nak teman Iris mandi kalau yaya tido. teman la yaya.. teman la.."

haihhh

comel je awak awak semua ni kan

ni yang buat aunty yaya rase nak duk lame lame je kat sini

memang yaya saje ambik kesempatan curi mase cuti yang ade nak jumpe awak awak sume pun

bole hilang kejap stress layan kamu kamu nih

hihihi

yang si baby kecik ni pun dah pandai sekarang ye?

senyum je memanjang even tak pandai cakap lagi

asal nampak kamera pandai je posing senyum comel

ishhh

geram pulak tengok

keep smiling and happy growing my dear angels,

3 beauty angels :')

to Iris, Iesha, Iyra
yaya loves all of you from bottom of my heart!



p/s malas nak upload gmbar. sila check sendiri sape budak budak nih dalam previous post. tq :)

blues dayss

todayy im feelin bluess

actually blurrr sebenarnye..

blerghh --'

eh assalamualaikum syg

many days dah x hapdate belog ni kan

last sem aka part 5 byk bende jugak buat aku lost kejap

nak karang belog idea terbang melayang layang

rase cam nak bunuh diri je 

asal tulis sikit idea mesti hilang

eh tanak mati lagi

orang yang loser je suke cakap nak mati awal

hihi

*talking to myself*

you and me

memang kelakar kan?

asal jumpe je gaduh

then x sampai satu hari baik balik

kalau x jumpe plak rase rindu tu macam esok dh nak mati

haha!

seriously I love this kind of relationship

you make me double

doubling my feeling you know!

sometimes you treat me like a child

and other time you scold me as Im your big 'guy' who need for your guidance always

sakit tu memang sakit

tapi rupenya sakit tu penawar

ubat yang pahit tak selalu pahit

gula-gula yang manis tak selalu manis

and I learn all of those things from you sayang!

thanks for being my light and darkness at the same time

tysm :')

p/s post ni awal awal nak bagitau tengah stress but lastly teringat kat awak hilang kejap stress saya. hii

rindu merekamereka ;)

ok, first start dgn bdk ini

she will enter 5 in a couple months from now

maknenye umur die taun ni 5yers old and her name is

Iris Adeena, first anak sepupu :) 

super cute sbb talkative and genius

memang sgt sgt peramah and mesra and ofcos aku memang suke layan bdk gini. kihkih

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then, ini adik Iris

Iesha Afreen, she was super cute also!

kurang talkative sikit dari kakaknye and agak susah sikit nak masuk mule mule

tapi bile dh lame lame baru bleh buat bergurau

and still suke layan sbb teramat comel bagiku. hihi

oh taun ni umur 4taun :)

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and this is adik bongsu Iris, Iyra Alveena :)

shes only 2 this year if Im not mistaken

*sbb bkn ank buah sndiri kn.lupe kjp. huhu*

she was a very very soft girl

syg sgt sgt kat die sbb shes too gentle for me

mmg sgt sgt lembut org nye. hihi

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and this is also anak spupu cume bkn sibling kpd si Iris tadi

her name is Benth Imaany Zarith

dont ask me why her name is given like that, ask her parent. huhu

bdk ni rsenye same umur ngan baby Iyra kat atas ni

sgt sgt lincah orgnye, mmg xmenang tangan nk layan. aduii

but I love her too! :D

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and my only one baby cousin

sepupu yg pling bongsu

his name, Iyad Farhan

taun ni err baru 10months actually hihi

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and last one, and the latest one

Benth Ifad Zayyan, adik kpd Benth Imaany tadi

comel kan?

baru nk masuk 2bulan

and sgt sgt la heavy orgnye

baru riba skjp bagi susu dh rse lenguh dh. aduii

bdk ni mmg xsbr nk tgk die membesar as a 'Man'!

haha :p

and aku pun xtau knape aku update psal diorg

ni la tndenye nga tade keje skg

bkn tade keje, tpi malass nk buat keje yg betimbun

malass gile malam ni awokkkkk!

-.-'

mintak tolong

tolong jgn hilang kawan utk kepentingan diri semata

lame lame diorg jgk la yg awk awk sume akn cari esok2 bile dh susah

;(