mencari bahagia..

hai assalamualaikum

hari ini tiba-tiba ada semangat nak menulis. selalu memang susah sangat sebab takde mood/idea nak tulis. akhir sekali, blog ni pun terbiar macam tu je.. hurm.. padahal dah banyak kali dah ada permintaan suruh update blog (sape lagi kalau bukan si dia). so sorry my dear..

for your info, me and him are already engaged bout 3 months ago on 6th may. Alhamdulillah and yes now he already is my fiance. tarikh nikah akan diberitahu kemudian tapi inshaAllah by this year jugak kami akan disatukan aminn.

alright. today topic is mencari bahagia..
kenapa saya nak ulas topik ni ye. sebenarnya kebelakangan saya nampak semua orang sibuk nak mencari kebahagiaan masing-masing. tapi dalam masa yang sama tak nampak bahagia yang ade kat depan mata. why i said so?

those people yang dah berduit or bekerja or berkahwin or beranak-pinak tapi kenapa still nampak tak bahagia? why they always claim they still didn't feel happy with their life? Aren't they grateful with their life right now?

basically, thats the thing. sometimes kita tak belajar macam mane nak bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah dah bagi kat kita. thats why we always not happy or rasa tak pernah cukup dalam diri kita sedangkan ada orang lain yang lebih memerlukan dari kita. kadang-kadang rasa tak cukup tu datang sebab kita suka membanding-bandingkan diri kita dengan orang yang lebih hebat. hakikatnya rasa itu sebenarnya tak lebih dari nafsu semata.

becareful, kadang-kadang Allah marah dengan kita kalau tak pandai nak bersyukur. mungkin sebab tu kadang-kadang rasa tak bahagia sampai sekarang which is ape yang saya sedang rasakan sekarang ni pun sama..

so whenever I feel like that, saya cuba pikir benda-benda baik yang dah berlaku dalam hidup saya instead of thinking bout bad things that already happened. that way I feel relieved.

even though my life seems tengah tunggang langgang sekarang but fortunately saya ada fiance yang sangat memahami and supportive to what happens to me right now and I really thankful to him.

InshaAllah saya takkan sia-siakan hidup saya with him and hopefully we could be together until jannah.. amin..

miss u a lot dear

happy cooking!

when I was a kid,

seeing my mother in the kitchen,

I always used to ask my mother the questions like,

"umi, nape umi pakai cantik2 nak gi mane?"

"bakpe umi lawo sgt ni masuk dapur?"

and etc.

masa tu memang budak-budak sangat and jenis mulut x reti nak diam

well, all kids are like that I guess.

sekarang bila dh besar,

dah pandai masuk dapur

baru sedar kenapa umi dulu lepas beli barang tak sempat salin baju terus masuk dapur and start cooking!

looks like I inherit from her.

today I decided to cook something kinda my favorite.

tomyam.

tak kisah la tomyam ape I memang kadang2 gila tomyam

so when I just got home from market beli barang semua,

terus straight masuk dapur and masak

you know that feeling when you just so excited to do something that you like to,

dia punya excited sampai tak sempat nak salin baju then terus masuk dapur masak! hahaha

and taddaa!

siap sudah tomyam ayam!

easy as ABC hehe

and by the way..

suddenly I miss my baby boy..

aqil sygg.. membesar dgn bijak ye syg

be a good boy to yr parents :)

see ya!

master convocation day ~

Assalamualaikum wbt. and as usual, am gonna post about my convocation day for master graduate.

such a long time tak bukak blog ni so sekarang baru terluang nak post gambar konvo setahun yang lalu. huhu..

see? finally after a year and a half nak habiskan master study

dengan penat lelah habis duit, tenaga and air mata lagi tau nak habiskan

pheww!

my lovely father and mother :)

non stop sokong anak dia dari kecik sampai besar

terharu sangat.. huhu

my beloved aunt and uncle from Rawang

terima kasih sangat2 sebab sudi datang jauh2 sambut my c-day sekali

tqsm cik idah and ayah za!

honestly, I'm a bit disappointed sebab my sisters dua-dua tak dapat datang

the elder pergi melancong ke Lombok waktu ni

and the younger one plak ada kat asrama tak boleh nak datang jugak sebab ada exam

but its okay

as long as I have my parents here pun dah cukup :)

ohh and not to forget!

my bestfriends!

friends during uni life memang sangat important!

without them tak mungkin dapat habiskan master study dengan jayanya

thanks to all of u my dears!

and the last one...............

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my bae

i never thought that we cud finish our study together on time

Alhamdulillah!

thanks to you sebab tak henti2 sokong saya dari awal sampai akhir

teman saya buat assignment

even I still remember that one night my bf teman saya siapkan assignment kat mcd

buat presentation sume last2 kena marah jgk ngan professor

hahaha

adoii

btw all of our memories will never be forgotten

guess what?

tak lama lagi sampai jugak impian kita berdua untuk bersama-sama hingga syurga

I always pray for that :')

Aminn

my flower boy

yes I do have my own flower boy! hehe

sounds crazy but he the one who always cheer me up when i feel down

and also give me headache if he doesnt understand what i want. grrr

but still thats my flower boy :)

crazy right! hahaha

well hopefully we could be together until jannah. aminn

love u no matter what!

lemah semangat

hari-hari berjuang untuk hidup
badan ni makin lama makin lemah
selera makan habis hilang
nak kata dah tua belum lagi
baru lagi umur 20an

why i feel so weak everyday..

biar lambat asal tak salah jalan

Assalamualaikum wbt and very very very good day to all of you

Happy New Year everyone!

and as usual,

Looks like dah lama sangaaaattttttt tak update blog kan?

haha yeah thats me.

Heee pity blog of mine

hukk TT

So hows life so far?

Is it good?

No my dear

looks like nothing's going on thru my plan

adehh rasa macam nak nangiss

sakit kepala jugak la pikir

umur pun dah makin bertambah

cara pemikiran dah ade berubah sikit-sikit

you know things change a lot within only a year

macam-macam benda jugak la dah buat sepanjang 2016

rasa cam tanak ingat je memori yang pedih

kalau boleh nak simpan memori yang indah je

ahaks!

tapi sometimes memori pahit pun berguna jugak

you know you always learn from your pain your mistakes along the journey of your life whenever you fall, ape-ape je kita semua sentiasa belajar dari kesilapan untuk jadi lebih baik for the future

and yup! from the journey,

I always thanks to those who being with me dalam jatuh bangun merangkak, berlari, melompat, and whatsoever yang kita semua sedang lalui dalam kehidupan ni

its not easy mann

yep memang tak mudah

and thats why people did say,

bukan mudah nak mudah

and bukan susah nak susah

Me mich yuu

U make me annoying.



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