rindu merekamereka ;)

ok, first start dgn bdk ini

she will enter 5 in a couple months from now

maknenye umur die taun ni 5yers old and her name is

Iris Adeena, first anak sepupu :) 

super cute sbb talkative and genius

memang sgt sgt peramah and mesra and ofcos aku memang suke layan bdk gini. kihkih

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then, ini adik Iris

Iesha Afreen, she was super cute also!

kurang talkative sikit dari kakaknye and agak susah sikit nak masuk mule mule

tapi bile dh lame lame baru bleh buat bergurau

and still suke layan sbb teramat comel bagiku. hihi

oh taun ni umur 4taun :)

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and this is adik bongsu Iris, Iyra Alveena :)

shes only 2 this year if Im not mistaken

*sbb bkn ank buah sndiri kn.lupe kjp. huhu*

she was a very very soft girl

syg sgt sgt kat die sbb shes too gentle for me

mmg sgt sgt lembut org nye. hihi

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and this is also anak spupu cume bkn sibling kpd si Iris tadi

her name is Benth Imaany Zarith

dont ask me why her name is given like that, ask her parent. huhu

bdk ni rsenye same umur ngan baby Iyra kat atas ni

sgt sgt lincah orgnye, mmg xmenang tangan nk layan. aduii

but I love her too! :D

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and my only one baby cousin

sepupu yg pling bongsu

his name, Iyad Farhan

taun ni err baru 10months actually hihi

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and last one, and the latest one

Benth Ifad Zayyan, adik kpd Benth Imaany tadi

comel kan?

baru nk masuk 2bulan

and sgt sgt la heavy orgnye

baru riba skjp bagi susu dh rse lenguh dh. aduii

bdk ni mmg xsbr nk tgk die membesar as a 'Man'!

haha :p

and aku pun xtau knape aku update psal diorg

ni la tndenye nga tade keje skg

bkn tade keje, tpi malass nk buat keje yg betimbun

malass gile malam ni awokkkkk!

-.-'

mintak tolong

tolong jgn hilang kawan utk kepentingan diri semata

lame lame diorg jgk la yg awk awk sume akn cari esok2 bile dh susah

;(

who were you?

Assalamualaikum wbt

dear friends,

tetibe mlm ni terpanggil utk tulis satu entri

bkn pasal sy atau kucing sy

bkn psal politik yg sdang kencang skrg ni

atau pape yg brkaitan dgn najib or rosmah

something yg mgkin kite anggap bende ni remeh

but for me, 

I need to stand for this matter!

mungkin sebab sy seorang yg tak pndai berkata2 so better tulisan jela yg tlg luah kan segala-galanye

skrg tgah sibuk sibuk kuar trendy gwiyomi or I lebih prefer sebut kiyomi. hii

ntah la

ade orang teruja and suke tgk

for someone else, diorg suke mengutuk selagi diorang mampu just because they hate it

and for those yg bagi nasihat and peringatan pun bagus

at least tak la lagho sangat ngan bende bende camni

dah belit belit je ckp ni, better stret to the point kn?

AWAK NI SIAPA SEBENARNYA?

means that, 

depan ckp lain

blkg ckp lain

siape awk ni sbrnye?

sy da tengok awk punye blog, twitter, fesbuk

untung la sume tak private

kirenye awak rela kalau satu dunia tahu tentang kisah sedih gembira ketawa kecewa and macam2 la pasal awak

maybe because you love your life like that

and sokayy, memang belambak je sy jumpe org jenis mcm awk ni

and the question is,

kenapa tulisan di blog awak lain

tulisan twitter awak tak sama

and tulisan di fesbuk?

saya mmg xleh nk recognize awk ni yg mane satu

yes! mmg kite xpnah rapat

dah name pun pnah gaduh mase skolah dlu kan

so mane la awak nk ambik tau pasal sy

mane la awk nk kisah sy ni sakit ke

mane awk nk pikir sy ni skang tgah buat ape ke

but for time being

awk ckp awk lebih suke jdi lone ranger or I mean awk lbih suke utk menyendiri, btul kan?

*correct me if Im wrong*

tapi ape yg sy dpt hadam dari kisah hidup awak mcm tu la

awk jnis dh xnk percaya kt org lain semata mata awk rse diri awk dh pnah DIPERBODOHKAN oleh org lain

jadi bile awk dpt kenangan atau memori2 pahit mcm tu kirenye awk da dpt permit nk MEMPERBODOHKAN org lain pulak la?

gitu ye?

bear in mind,

org yg sanggup memaafkan kesalahan org lain adelah org yg paling hebat sekali atas dunia ni

bukannye orang yg mulutnye lancang maki hamun kate bukan2 kat org lain

*mengeluh*

you actually lost my dear

memang sume org tak perfect 

tapi x bermakne kite boleh judge org sesuke hati kite

itu dh menunjukkan emosi awk masih lagi x tenang

"hidup yg x tenang bermakna berada dlm keadaan emosi yg x tenang" 

-Prof Muhaya-

semoga Allah bukakan pintu hati awak utk bersikap lebih open minded bkn nye sempit sesempitnye..


*i miss u as a friend ;(*

hey ho!

well hey ho u olls!

againn.. i change my layout

nice?

the words behind it sayin'

"Im not waiting for a prince, Im waiting for a guy who thinks Im his princess"

and I did

walla!

haha

macam real je kan

nak tunggu tu bapak lame

yela bukan nye kenal hari ni, esok dah bole kawin terus

so I hav to wait for another 3years

oh sayangg

bapakk lameee ;(

but sokayy

I can wait as long as I can

and of course

dari Allah jualah kite beserah segala galenye hokey

mis ya alot!

:'D

makan hati

best tak tajuk entri kali ni?

makan hati

tayah makan bende lain, makan hati pun dah bole buat kau jatuh sakit satu badan kan

see?

tayah tengok umur kau bape

just check care kau behave and talk sudah

but sometimes ade orang tu depends on situation kan nampak matang ke tak

but for me

macam ayat kat atas ni la

you have to understand

everything start with a small thing

kalau tak paham benda kecik jangan harap kau bole handle big thing in your life

and yes! once again aku nak bagitau aku sendiri banyak problem regarding to this 'thing'

but at least bile dah realize something wrong cepat cepat betulkan balik

haihh..

agak agak dapat teka tak big point aku nak cakap kat sini?

its about friendship/relationship

once you understand small things

you can handle even big matter in your life

example,

perlu ke nak bagitau 

'tolong saya beli nasi jap, saya tak sihat'

even benda camni dalam umur atas 18 pun dah boleh ade 6th sense,

'ow yes, kawan saya sedang sakit and she needs my help'

takkan nak mintak tolong camni pun kene xplain gak?

ataupun

'tolong, saya tak suka kotor'

and you still doing things dirty macam tak basuh baju ke

biarkan bilik bersepah ke..

takkan nak tunggu kawan kau bebel tiap tiap hari cakap,

'kemas la sikit bilik ni woi!'

you think? perlu diajar gak ke?

mule la cakap dalam hati, 'kuang ajaq!'

padahal kawan tu lame dah makan hati ngan kau

and same goes to your relationship

understanding is the base part for you to keep your relationship firm.

kalau tak firm, tak kemanalah jawabnye kalau nak asyik gaduh je memanjang kan

i bet mesti ade orang cakap,

'gaduh tu tandenye sayang'

dah kalau gaduh benda sama tiap tiap hari tak ke rase bengap?

baru kapel, tak tunggu kawin lagi.

and saya tak la cakap saya punye r/ship the best ever tapi setakat ni alhamdulillah

everything goin' smooth even ade je sikit sikit makan hati but thats doesnt mean masalah tu perlu diperbesarkan

as long as aku paham die and die paham and thats it!

simple right?

tapi kadang kadang manusia suke jadikan hidup sendiri complicated when actually kite bole pikir rational macam ni,

'every problem has its own solution'

bende kene pikir

bukan takleh pikir kan

usaha tu je

well ape saja yang distorykan tadi just an example

dont take it seriously

be smile always dear, goodluck! :)

malam yang sepi pi pi pi...

tak sepi pun

hujan mendadak sebenarnye malam ni

and again bile otak dah stuck,

as usual la kan tempat lepas 'angin' kat sini,

laman sesawang macik bobel.

rase macam penat dah nak membebel pasal esaimen

tapi lumrah hidup student

sape yang tak pernah ade keje esaimen betimbun timbun kan

aku ni da masuk 14 juta kali duk mengomel,

"umi, subjek susohh.. esaimen banyok.. payoh nak buatt"

"takboh blajo dh rase, sungguh takboh dh.. hukhukhuk"

tapi dan dan jugak sampai part5, last sem before masuk praktikal.

result sem lepas?

okay alhamdulillah, dapat dengar suara puas hati dari my parents pun dh okay

at least they smile for me :')

al-kisahnye, entri lepas ade cakap pasal my cat yang tak pasal pasal pregnant pastu dapat anak kembar dua kan.

well lately,

they already pass away :(

yang sekor tu sempat jugak tatap kematian dia

rase sebak di dada tu tayah cakap

macam tengok azab kematian manusia je, itu baru kucing menggelupur sebelum death

haihh takutnyeee ;(

yang sekor lagi plak

lepas kehilangan kembar die

tetibe lak jatuh sakit

agak misteri jugak camne leh dapat sakit tu

aku pun tak dapat nak trace sangat sebab quite busy ngan kelas sampai terabai sikit nak tengok tengok kan diorang

and now die dah hilang ntah ke mane

so pityy to my kittens

sometimes rase macam berdosa sebab tak jage diorang betul betul

but then maybe Tuhan lebih tau kenape

ahh losernye rase diri ini

:'(

keep dreaming..

I thought I love reading,

But after a few pages I replace it with video games

I thought I love drawing,

But seems like I don’t have any pencils colour to make it true

I thought I love cooking,

But fish and chickens are not my bestfriend

I thought I love chatting with my friends,

But then I lost things to say

 I also thought I can keep watching dramas I love to,

But it turns to a sick feeling, dramas can never always be reality one! I’m craving for national geographic ‘dramas’ as this house only offering one channel of 550. Seriously sick..

So which one will be the best thing to do?

O Allah, can I do all the stuff when I own my house alone?

Lahaii.. rindu adik la pulakk L

yes.. keep dreamingg Aliaa..