Saturday, 31 December 2011

bukan cakap kosong.

firstly, assalamualaikum w.b.t.
tengok balik date, time, eh dah nak masuk 21 dah pun?
tengok cermin, muke aku same je? tak berubah ke? mungkin berubah tapi sendiri tak pasan kan =..='

hari ni wase nk bobek lame cket..
*translate : bhse ganu*

few days ago, one of my tok sedare baru je meninggal.
he's my nanny's brother.
it's unexpected actually because sebelum ni arwah nmpak sihat dan cergas kalau ditanya pade sang isteri lah.
tapi sbnrnye sy nak highlight something kat sini.

that night wktu mjlis ngatib (majlis tahlil in baku)
dalam kalut-kalut sedih campur muram,
i've caught one conversation and it sounds like this,

the lil' girl ; tokmi! tokmi! tokbah mane?
the nanny ; tokbah takde? tokbah pegi mane? (she asked her back)
the lil' girl ; tokbah da masuk kubur.. (she replied that question like whispering to her nanny)
the nanny ; iye syg.. (tokmi pun jwb ngan satu senyuman even lam hati sedih yg teramat)

well, I salute her because she till bole layan cucu-cucu nye yang comel-comel sumenye walau dalam keadaan baru je kehilangan suami tercinta tanpa disangka-sangka pun.

mati tu mmg tak bole dijangka kan?
tade org bole predict pun masing-masing bole mati bile.
same la mcm hari kiamat.
nta sape-sape ckp kiamat tahun 2012, dalam Quran ade sebut ke?
I think non at all.
Quran just xplain how kiamat tu terjadi and its signs and we just have to prepare for it.

that's how people always do mistakes.
cakap je lebih, tapi tade bukti.
so how come?
so pepehal, pasang azam and niat untuk tahun baru ni elok-elok ye.
kalau rase mati da nak dekat, kiamat pun da nak dekat.
pndai-pandai lah cari mase nk tambah amal ibadat ke, buat something nice utk org lain.
saye pun tade la perfect sgt or cukup ilmu nk ckp hal-hal camni but at least i try to convey the important message. selagi kite bole tlg org lam hidup, tade salahnye kan?

panjang plak entry aku kali ni. heee =..='
after all, happy new year everyone :)

p/s If you guys realize, i ade typo ckit. it's not nanny actually but granny. tq again for visiting my site ;)