damn it

another harsh word today.

complete my laziness schedule, again.

seriously, jadual?

buat perhiasan dinding je kot.

arghh!

mane hilang semangat kerajinan ni?

sanggup tinggalkan saya di saat-saat test sedang mencekik 

omg T___T

come back to me please!

sob3, wish you were here.

p/s Sayang saya jangan main jauh sangat tau? nanti rindu bertambah berat kilogram tahap dewa :'(

aku benci BERSIH!

owh ye?

pape jela.

benci ke sayang tapi saya mohon,

TOLONG JANGAN NAK MEMEKIK DALAM WALL TU BOLEH?

kalau rase diri tu Melayu or pure Melayu,

sila remind balik perangai orang Melayu yang sebenar macam mane.

penuh adab kan, bukannye biadap.

aku kalau tak hangin camni tadenye tetibe nak kuar entri macam ni.

and one more thing, sila fahami erti dan tujuan sebenar berpolitik sebelum anda benar-benar teringin, teruja, terminat, ter pape jela kan nak main ngan politik ni..

bercakap tanpa berfikir; bajet bagus

berfikir tanpa bertindak; suka tuding jari kat orang lain

bertindak tanpa berfikir atau membuta tuli; well, dah termakan rasuah la jawabnyeee..

p/s Bangunlah sayang oiii.. tengah hari ni bukan mase untuk breakfast ;(

a gift :')

bukang senang nk senang

bukang susoh nk susoh.

simple.

you work hard, you deserve it.

if don't then you got nothing.

see that?

so your reward, tunggu saya cuti bulan may, then I'll plan something special for you ;)

so silalah berdebar dari sekarang. hahaha. 

eh jap ade orang nak ucap tahniah kat awak la.

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"taniah abg jiji! muackss! ;*"

from baby Iyra. wakaka :D

ready for my weekend :D

when I stared at the calender, I used to plan which date is supposed to meet them?

meet who?

ah! my old friends!

dah terlalu lama kot aku bercadang nak jumpe bebudak nih.

so here's my reward for this my holiday midsem :')

telokgadong yang baru nak gedik-gedik datang jejalan sini, even da skul 5tahun kat dungun and this is the first time we took a tour here.

hah, apalagi, belagak macam pelancong asing je datang sini kan.

"seriously aku dengar ade orang tegur mase kite jejalan wehh. watafak =.='"

but I really really appreciate to you guys cause having so much fun with me.

agak lame jugak aku tak gelak kuat-kuat ngan diorang sume nih, last time mase lepas plkn kot, huhu

pedulik kan muke serabai di sebelah 

taiko tai : datin

driver yang bertauliah : owner belog sendirik

mamarazzi : rubi & zara

mamagossip : zeto (woopss! jgn mrh eto. heee)

sorry for being late hapdated pasal entri nih cause saya suke update belog bile datang idea menarik plus good mood.

so terdetik nak tulis because of you,

yes my dear Zara :)

check out this blog too! girls day out :)

marah yang bertempat

I hate it when I became so angry.

marah boleh buat saya jadi lupa diri,

buang masa,

buang tenaga,

lebih tua.

erk?

yes honestly I am a person which having much much hot-tempered with something uncomfortable around me.

bila saya marah I will get stressed so easily.

and this really making my day getting worst.

so instead of being angry all the time, I try to be calm.

Immediately, saya akan cuba cari alternatif lain yang membuatkan saya lupa kenapa saya boleh marah secara tibe-tibe.

mostly, saya memang suka marah-marah instantly.

sorry for those yang penah kena marah ngan saya. I never intend to do so people =.='

actually, marah kadang-kadang bagus, kadang-kadang juga tidak bagus.

but for me, yang sedia ada ngan perangani panas baran nih, 

I always try my best to avoid my bad tempered become more worst.

saya memang takkan biarkan marah saya berpanjangan.

because it doesn't give any good to me at all.

so I try marah pada tempat yang betul.

marah sebab rasa diri ni betul.

marah sebab rasa tertipu.

marah sebab tak dapat lakukan yang terbaik.

and all that kind of things are good reasons why I get angry so much.

bukannya marah membabi buta and thats not me.

sejujurnya, I am a person kinda easy hot but easy to cool! jyeah!

cehh. main cakap je nih. mampus la kan. asalkan input yang aku nak bagitau sampai. huh

-__-

speak as much as you can!

I love to speak 

but I just realize it when Im getting into university.

deep in my heart, I just love to speak very much

but my shyness blocking all that thing -__-

just like what Aiman Azlan said in his youtube,

EXPOSURE and PRACTICE

well get know to him much closer HERE

talking in front of your audience, frankly speaking it was very challenging!

something will interrupt me whenever I try to begin my talk nicely.

when my speech was too long, it will become so much 'merapu' rather than talking what I have to. 

I mean MERAPU is some sort of rubbish! =.='

then my self-esteem will become low instantly,

and I started to wondering something bad and feeling so awkward.

rase macam nak cepat-cepat habis cakap and duduk dengan muka tanpa rasa bersalah.

that was a serious problem for me indeed.

so to overcome my shyness, I try to convince myself as much as I could to cover up my weakness.

broken english?

yes that was my second option.

the first one?

buat muke selambe tanpa pedulikan audience yang ade kat depan mate. 

(seriously I hate my own muke "selambe" =.=')

perhaps I really need to do some more practice in front of people.

even it seems like.. erghh! susahnye =.='

but do I get the chance of doing it?

hope my presentation next week will be so much better and going smoothly.

insyaAllah boleh kan Alia?

*much more nervous inside!*

happy friendship day :)

pernah dengar?

zaman sekolah aku memang sinonim betul lah

benda-benda alah ni memang takleh lari dari tema sekolah aku.

 usually this day happen in august. bulan bornday aku, wihuuu! ;)

see? rindu gile zaman kegemilangan.

sahabat tak kire tempat and status

I cant believe orang yang aku pernah tido sekatil, makan satu meja, belajar satu kelas.

ponteng prep malam ramai-ramai

payah dah nak jumpe skang T___T

huh. mane nak cari geng macam tu sekarang?

masing-masing dah ikut hala tuju yang berbeza sampai dah nikah dah pun.

owh I really miss that lovely moment :'(

must be wonderful if I could be You my dear :')

dah jadi hak milik orang dah pun.

*tumpang gembira berkat kawin sekali. sob3*

oh God! how I miss them so much!

newsfeed

hari hari keje aku menebas. kalau tak menebas alamatnye makin tebal semak-semak dalam Wall Home facebook aku. haih, dah macam part time pulakk

ape jadah budak ni?

sawan?

laggard

Aku ade satu confession.

just a simple confession.

actually aku memang ade akaun twitter dari zaman tok nenek moyang lagi.

tapi sikit pun tak pernah belajar guna pakai 

sebab bile buat satu rase macam hebat gile

tapi akhirnye, lost =.='

okay guys,

silalah kutuk beramai-ramai.

terima kasih.

survival mahasiswa UiTM

aku sebenarnye da lupe tajuk real program kat atas ni.

-__-'

okay, my feedback. it's really good actually.

walaupun penceramah tu orang indon ke, dah penah kuar tv ke.

but that doesn't mean he's really good in convincing people.

tapi sebenarnye bukan nak cakap pasal die pun.

aku suke gaye ceramah and performance that he have.

kata-kata yang keluar tu semuanya masuk akal.

lebih-lebih lagi kalau pasal Islam.

memang taleh nak cakap banyak la kan.

program ni agak bagus untuk orang yang hati die keras macam batu.

tapi kalau hati batu die tanak cair-cair jugak, dont know what to say.

and for me? I love the scene in it.

dengan skrin bapak besar, speaker bagi nak pecah gegendang telinga aku.

but its okay, at least tak terlalu boring kan.

bila masuk part die membebel banyak aku jadi layu sikit.

maybe sebab mase tu aku tengah tahan nak kencing.

dah nak sampai klimaks kot, memang muke aku ketat gile duk tahan kencing woi!

tengah aku duk gaduh-gaduh nak kuar buang air bole plak sorang fasi ni tahan aku.

aiseymen! pehal plak ni main tahan-tahan aku!

adoii.. die tak nampak ke muke ketat aku.

tapi Tuhan memang betul-betul nak uji kesabaran aku.

2.. 3.. 4.. minit..

okay okay, cop cop..

dengan muke straight gile, cepat-cepat aku belari kuar cari pintu pegi toilet.

mampus kau lah nak maki hamun papepun.

sebelum kau maki aku, baik aku maki kau dulu kat dalam jamban.

hahaha. gelak jahat gile.

huh

tapi serius, Tuhan je yang tau macam mane perasaan aku time nak tahan buang air tu. hu3

T____T

lain kali tolong la bagi break cepat-cepat time program pape pun. aku cakap serius. kalau tetibe dapat batu karang, nak salahkan sape?