I love to speak
but I just realize it when Im getting into university.
deep in my heart, I just love to speak very much
but my shyness blocking all that thing -__-
just like what Aiman Azlan said in his youtube,
EXPOSURE and PRACTICE
well get know to him much closer HERE
talking in front of your audience, frankly speaking it was very challenging!
something will interrupt me whenever I try to begin my talk nicely.
when my speech was too long, it will become so much 'merapu' rather than talking what I have to.
I mean MERAPU is some sort of rubbish! =.='
then my self-esteem will become low instantly,
and I started to wondering something bad and feeling so awkward.
rase macam nak cepat-cepat habis cakap and duduk dengan muka tanpa rasa bersalah.
that was a serious problem for me indeed.
so to overcome my shyness, I try to convince myself as much as I could to cover up my weakness.
broken english?
yes that was my second option.
the first one?
buat muke selambe tanpa pedulikan audience yang ade kat depan mate.
(seriously I hate my own muke "selambe" =.=')
perhaps I really need to do some more practice in front of people.
even it seems like.. erghh! susahnye =.='
but do I get the chance of doing it?
hope my presentation next week will be so much better and going smoothly.
insyaAllah boleh kan Alia?
*much more nervous inside!*
