Sunday, 6 July 2014

workaholic

assalamualaikum
happy morning dears!
now we're in 9th ramadhan already
am I right?

am so blessed!

once again dpt smbut bln puasa and raya with family at my hometown this year

;D

so, today is the first day for my beloved start prktikal
means first day utk dia masuk alam pekerjaan

haa.. rase kan selama ni bljr dlm lab je kan. haa.. rase plak mcm mane sibuknye bekerja nnti. kikii..

since I continue this study in master level ni kan
bnyak bnde jugak la yg I bljr ni mematangkan diri sndiri

before this, theres a lot things I never know 
baru tahu sekarang
so I think theres no need to go back la kan?

why am I saying like this because
I did thought to quit my stdy mase mule-mule masuk bljr tu sbb culture shock sangat2 bile everything we do mesti nmpak salah and that big mistake make you look so stupid.

sampaikn bole rase diri sendiri pling bodoh skali dlm kelas tu

am so mentally down at that time

taktau nak pikir ape

but when I think again,
this is the way I choose
the choice I've made
so why should I stop kan?

diri sndiri yang tanak cari keje dulu when my parents were so eager wanted me to find a job first before sambung study
tapi diri sendiri yg pilih nk sambung bljr jgk kan?

so what can I say

its time to take a risk

from now on, dh tanak pikir loser lagi dah
ape nak jadi, jadilah
kalu Allah nak jadi something tu jadi A, A lah kite dapat
kalau B, B lah yg kite dapat
yg penting skrg Doa & Tawakal

most people they forgot these most two important things
yes, they did work hard and pray a lot but they forgot to let things happen beyond Allah's work
ape saje yg kite buat kene tawakal
x dapat ape yg kite nak , it sokay
yg penting kite dh usaha kan?

so am gonna change my mindset after this supaya jadi lebih bersyukur dgn ape yg dh ade dpan mate skrg
nk pusing balik memang dh terlambat


my dear, Im always waiting for you 
so dont afraid to put your hope on me
and most important thing, 
dont lose your hope on Allah too okay
we are all have that imperfect side
yg penting usaha and tawakal.


I think thts all.
havva great holiday in this Ramadhan my friends
:)