Wednesday, 18 January 2012

rubbish

Alhamdulillah.
Thanks God, im still breathing this day.
woke up early.
Just to get some fresh air
but my head still full of rubbish 

entah tak tahu kenapa lame sangat aku simpan rubbish ni kan?
mungkin tanak aku lupa macam mane hidup aku dulu
*it's pathetic. I know.*

takpe la. tanak ambil pusing sangat actually.
just one thing I wish in my prayer,
"Oh God, even You test me with the harsh difficulty, I will seek for Your love immediately." 


I need that serenity.

Sunday, 15 January 2012

start those substantial things with .

BIG HOPES

BIG EXPECTATION

BIG SMILE


with a small heart.

go cheer up Alia, you're not finishing the line yet.
still running endlessly.  :)

Monday, 2 January 2012

back to normal!

tajuk entri bunyi macam geram je kan. haha.

whatever it is
rindu plak nak pakai interface blogger yg old school punye nih.
*old school? mcm tade istilah lain*

actually tengah loading mood study nih.
every final sem, otak selalu jadi stuck nak study.
ergh!

iny Mr A :'( 


Saturday, 31 December 2011

bukan cakap kosong.

firstly, assalamualaikum w.b.t.
tengok balik date, time, eh dah nak masuk 21 dah pun?
tengok cermin, muke aku same je? tak berubah ke? mungkin berubah tapi sendiri tak pasan kan =..='

hari ni wase nk bobek lame cket..
*translate : bhse ganu*

few days ago, one of my tok sedare baru je meninggal.
he's my nanny's brother.
it's unexpected actually because sebelum ni arwah nmpak sihat dan cergas kalau ditanya pade sang isteri lah.
tapi sbnrnye sy nak highlight something kat sini.

that night wktu mjlis ngatib (majlis tahlil in baku)
dalam kalut-kalut sedih campur muram,
i've caught one conversation and it sounds like this,

the lil' girl ; tokmi! tokmi! tokbah mane?
the nanny ; tokbah takde? tokbah pegi mane? (she asked her back)
the lil' girl ; tokbah da masuk kubur.. (she replied that question like whispering to her nanny)
the nanny ; iye syg.. (tokmi pun jwb ngan satu senyuman even lam hati sedih yg teramat)

well, I salute her because she till bole layan cucu-cucu nye yang comel-comel sumenye walau dalam keadaan baru je kehilangan suami tercinta tanpa disangka-sangka pun.

mati tu mmg tak bole dijangka kan?
tade org bole predict pun masing-masing bole mati bile.
same la mcm hari kiamat.
nta sape-sape ckp kiamat tahun 2012, dalam Quran ade sebut ke?
I think non at all.
Quran just xplain how kiamat tu terjadi and its signs and we just have to prepare for it.

that's how people always do mistakes.
cakap je lebih, tapi tade bukti.
so how come?
so pepehal, pasang azam and niat untuk tahun baru ni elok-elok ye.
kalau rase mati da nak dekat, kiamat pun da nak dekat.
pndai-pandai lah cari mase nk tambah amal ibadat ke, buat something nice utk org lain.
saye pun tade la perfect sgt or cukup ilmu nk ckp hal-hal camni but at least i try to convey the important message. selagi kite bole tlg org lam hidup, tade salahnye kan?

panjang plak entry aku kali ni. heee =..='
after all, happy new year everyone :)

p/s If you guys realize, i ade typo ckit. it's not nanny actually but granny. tq again for visiting my site ;)


Monday, 12 December 2011

maria elena's e-dayy

hai. assalamualaikum. skema tak saya kan? kan? *uhuk3 *tetibe cough. mang saje je nak kenekan aku =..='

i love write alignment center.
nampak tak skema di situ?
orait, saya dah mula merapu.
forget bout that nyway..

heyy. saya tatau angin ape tetibe datang suh saya hapdate blog ni. coincidencely.
what? coincidencely?
grammar beterabur mcm milo tabur da.
hari ni cakap mcm ala-ala maria elena la sikit.
alaaa..
main point actually nak cakap die da tunang.
wow. hensem doe tunang die! 
*tetibe ade perkataan doe di situ.
p/s click on tunang to see her fiancee.

okay. okay. best gilak kan?
bile plak my turn, cant waitttttttt!
*kurang sabar tahap dewa aku nak engaged betul2. haha*

orait. i just wanna see a real status relationship with my cinta hati saya.
cakap orang tua.
jangan tunggu lama2 kan?
hiihikk.
*gelakgediksial*

okay lahh.
taleh na celoteh banyak2 jugak coz tamo langkah bendul.
so, eld sis,
apa kate tarikh engagement kite on the same date?

hopefully lahh! 
insyaAllah kan.
*dengan mata bersinar2. ^_^"


my dearest, you're the right one for me. if only you read this. :)

Wednesday, 9 November 2011

manyak manyak keje maaa...

wa sikalang manyak keje ma
wa rasa macam na pensan da
apa na jadi
letih campur malas
sama dengan itu apa satu kerja pun ta jadi ma
wa rasa sakit hati ma
ni wa tulis entri pon rasa mau pecah kepala ma
tolong jangan cari pasal sama gua ma
gua panas gilak malam ni
esaimen belambak ta siap neh
mau putus urat saraf tengok esaiman wa ni ma
test punye gile banyak ma
wa rasa
rasa macam
macam
macam
......

=..=''

Saturday, 15 October 2011

tiada tajuk

budak-budak main kotak,
main kotak dalam longkang,
eh apesal blog aku jadi lain macam rupenye ha?
 =..='

p/s Umi, sori kalu anak umi sorang ni ade sikap kurang rajin sikit. heee ;)