speak as much as you can!

I love to speak 

but I just realize it when Im getting into university.

deep in my heart, I just love to speak very much

but my shyness blocking all that thing -__-

just like what Aiman Azlan said in his youtube,

EXPOSURE and PRACTICE

well get know to him much closer HERE

talking in front of your audience, frankly speaking it was very challenging!

something will interrupt me whenever I try to begin my talk nicely.

when my speech was too long, it will become so much 'merapu' rather than talking what I have to. 

I mean MERAPU is some sort of rubbish! =.='

then my self-esteem will become low instantly,

and I started to wondering something bad and feeling so awkward.

rase macam nak cepat-cepat habis cakap and duduk dengan muka tanpa rasa bersalah.

that was a serious problem for me indeed.

so to overcome my shyness, I try to convince myself as much as I could to cover up my weakness.

broken english?

yes that was my second option.

the first one?

buat muke selambe tanpa pedulikan audience yang ade kat depan mate. 

(seriously I hate my own muke "selambe" =.=')

perhaps I really need to do some more practice in front of people.

even it seems like.. erghh! susahnye =.='

but do I get the chance of doing it?

hope my presentation next week will be so much better and going smoothly.

insyaAllah boleh kan Alia?

*much more nervous inside!*

happy friendship day :)

pernah dengar?

zaman sekolah aku memang sinonim betul lah

benda-benda alah ni memang takleh lari dari tema sekolah aku.

 usually this day happen in august. bulan bornday aku, wihuuu! ;)

see? rindu gile zaman kegemilangan.

sahabat tak kire tempat and status

I cant believe orang yang aku pernah tido sekatil, makan satu meja, belajar satu kelas.

ponteng prep malam ramai-ramai

payah dah nak jumpe skang T___T

huh. mane nak cari geng macam tu sekarang?

masing-masing dah ikut hala tuju yang berbeza sampai dah nikah dah pun.

owh I really miss that lovely moment :'(

must be wonderful if I could be You my dear :')

dah jadi hak milik orang dah pun.

*tumpang gembira berkat kawin sekali. sob3*

oh God! how I miss them so much!

newsfeed

hari hari keje aku menebas. kalau tak menebas alamatnye makin tebal semak-semak dalam Wall Home facebook aku. haih, dah macam part time pulakk

ape jadah budak ni?

sawan?

laggard

Aku ade satu confession.

just a simple confession.

actually aku memang ade akaun twitter dari zaman tok nenek moyang lagi.

tapi sikit pun tak pernah belajar guna pakai 

sebab bile buat satu rase macam hebat gile

tapi akhirnye, lost =.='

okay guys,

silalah kutuk beramai-ramai.

terima kasih.

survival mahasiswa UiTM

aku sebenarnye da lupe tajuk real program kat atas ni.

-__-'

okay, my feedback. it's really good actually.

walaupun penceramah tu orang indon ke, dah penah kuar tv ke.

but that doesn't mean he's really good in convincing people.

tapi sebenarnye bukan nak cakap pasal die pun.

aku suke gaye ceramah and performance that he have.

kata-kata yang keluar tu semuanya masuk akal.

lebih-lebih lagi kalau pasal Islam.

memang taleh nak cakap banyak la kan.

program ni agak bagus untuk orang yang hati die keras macam batu.

tapi kalau hati batu die tanak cair-cair jugak, dont know what to say.

and for me? I love the scene in it.

dengan skrin bapak besar, speaker bagi nak pecah gegendang telinga aku.

but its okay, at least tak terlalu boring kan.

bila masuk part die membebel banyak aku jadi layu sikit.

maybe sebab mase tu aku tengah tahan nak kencing.

dah nak sampai klimaks kot, memang muke aku ketat gile duk tahan kencing woi!

tengah aku duk gaduh-gaduh nak kuar buang air bole plak sorang fasi ni tahan aku.

aiseymen! pehal plak ni main tahan-tahan aku!

adoii.. die tak nampak ke muke ketat aku.

tapi Tuhan memang betul-betul nak uji kesabaran aku.

2.. 3.. 4.. minit..

okay okay, cop cop..

dengan muke straight gile, cepat-cepat aku belari kuar cari pintu pegi toilet.

mampus kau lah nak maki hamun papepun.

sebelum kau maki aku, baik aku maki kau dulu kat dalam jamban.

hahaha. gelak jahat gile.

huh

tapi serius, Tuhan je yang tau macam mane perasaan aku time nak tahan buang air tu. hu3

T____T

lain kali tolong la bagi break cepat-cepat time program pape pun. aku cakap serius. kalau tetibe dapat batu karang, nak salahkan sape?

unplanned holiday?

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. and thanks God for still give me chances to live

first of all, Im alone right now.

yes again, alone but no worries cause Allah is always taking care of me :)

*tune up zikr*

see those kids?

they are part of my unplanned holiday.
*click on the picture first*

Program Exploring English is organized under Akademi Pengajian Bahasa in this UiTM, think so.

Kids involved are from 9-12 yrs old if Im not mistaken.

err, I'll check back if Im wrong.

okay, these activities are for nurturing them to love english.

Well it was very interesting for me.

tak tau la macam mane kan Allah tetibe nak bukak pintu hati aku join this program even in my mind, 50-50

ok takpe. walaupun join sorang (dah ajak geng tapi tanak join sekali) so at least ade jugak orang aku kenal, my classmates.

okay, summarize.

this program is actually not for getting cert. only but gain new experience is also included.

huh. mentang-mentang jadi fasi kem english, speaking je lebih aku kan?

alaa.. ngan budak-budak nih aku speaking bajet-bajet je.

takkan nak speak macam Amerika pulak, muntah darah kot budak-budak ni nanti. adoii -__-

tapi pepehal, bole tahan enjoy aku ngan diorang.

terkejar-kejar sana sini. berlari bagai nak rak (especially boys). nasib tak keluar suara mak nenek aku. kang-kang tak pasal terbeliak mata invigilator mamat-mamat asing tu nak evaluate aku. lagi adoyaii T___T

comel kan adik baju hijau ni senyum?

tapi mulut macam peluru.

tak nyempat-nyempat aku nak layan satu-satu.

facebook?

no henfon?

*haram aku nak bagi budak-budak ni. HAHA*

"Akak akak! nama kakak macam dalam cite Boboiboy tu kan?"

-__-

merapu

lately, banyak jugak aku dah hapdate entry belog for this month right?

oh tak tau lah mane datang semangat kerajinan tulis belog nih.

asal free time je datang idea nak post entry.

tak kisah la pasal pape pun.

oh! oh!

dah lame tak ngabis duit kat wayang.

asyik ngabis mase depan wayang tv je.

tade orang nak banje tengok wayang ke? guys?

sape plak yang rajin nak bawak aku kan.

nanti dikate pipi tersorong-sorong, macam kete sorong kaler ijau uh.

yang sometimes ade orang panggil kete katak? eh badak?

ok, da lupe actually -__-'

okay okay, back to the line.

banyak plak aku merapu.

merapu lepas da siap asignment, luckily, heee.. ;)

p/s Sayang saya sakit, semoga cepat sembuh Sayang ;(